Sunday, December 10, 2006
-Moody Period-
Finally, i find the time to update. It happen quite some time ago, when i have not yet enter my sch break. Our group need to do some validation update to the webbies, and it happen i work midnight shift for both friday night and sat night. Then i abit piss by what wei foong say. friday after sch, release early plan to go back early to have a nap coz i wake up very early tat days around 7am and onli slept 4 hours. Then i remember my work start at 10pm yes, but i got piano lesson, so i didn get any slp. and it is all the way until sunday 4am before i catch any slp. And the way wei foong saying things make mi irritated as well. But still everything go well thx to jia wei's link. Haiz...J2EE practical clash wif my basic theory test oso on tuesday, so got to drop basic thoery. But i am actually willing to drop J2EE test instead coz i hardly had any idea regarding it. I am prepared to fail this module and retake it next year. I have also met mentor regarding my attendance rate on J2EE le...well, i dun reali regret it...i mean what done is done, i will just nid to refrain myself from skipping it or overslept. Anyway, i am just throwing all my unhappiness into this column from that time until today.
14th Dec 06
Let mi think, what else leh...Oh ya...at genting, some part of the time feel disapointting when coming back as all the worried stuffs is back on the mind and oso, bit sad oso...not much of a nice photo but better than nothing.
17th Dec 06
Working sometime make u dun feel like working, so many internal conflict and biasness inside. wanted to work long hours to earn more money and buy a piano but not possible. This holiday i not working long hours even though i work daily.
Lastly, sometime i know what this is right what thing is wrong...but the mind or heart is outta control...sometime wonder, izzit alright to be so close? or shoud pull a distant away...coz i dunno, maybe the mind change again...coz, will miss someone badly and at times will have the urge to argh nvm forget it....
21st dec 06
Christmas should be a wonderful this yr...Yeah wif Euphorians...I even spend alot money on the xmas gift. willingly. But when i got home, my mum scolded, bout how the money is wasted. Becoz i buy the gift box that is not gd at all. Ok i admit my fault but then over le mah, then my sis come join in the argument claiming i shoulden even spend that much money on gifts for frenz and say i use my mum money or what so and so lucky my mum help mi, say i have use my own money. I am quite angry on how she had say thing, i have buy many things using my own salary, my own CPU, PS2, mp3, hu dare to tell mi they did not touch any of those, i buy it not for my own usuage nia, she leh buy vcd, cd everytime treat us like diseases dun let us touch, kao. Make mi so not happy. she herself went aboard by lending money from mum oso and somemore everytime owe us money will say she owe her frenz even more can return what $1.20 to elaine. Haiz...hu is right to judge?
26th dec 06
Today, i seriously do not wish to extend, but when hbk agree to help, alvin take it all of us..nvm after tat manage to get 2.30am if no queue. so at 2am when many ppl return, i chiong the call but then ji ting and aloysius can go happy toilet and come back wif hbk whu went after 2 calls. I am so piss when there is queue and hu knows? we might actually came home early.
Well feel so much better after throw all the things out. now i just nid to depend on luck le, holiday coming to an end but, project coding have not started, later morning near noon, going find tf, hopefully, can finish the part that is given before sch break start, and the meet up wif euphorians should be lesser and lesser le...
Eugene 11:00 PM
